2007-04-04 - 4:56 a.m.
It is pretty amazing how a drop in blood sugar (presume that is what the experience is, having eaten two apple fritters nearly an hour ago), it is pretty amazing what a decidedly nasty effect that can have on a lad's outlook. Start feeling bleak, sorry for myself, like I wanna lash out at a number of people next time I see them and also go knock on their doors right now and go for a midnight romp down the lane. Also recall all the failures of my life, well not all of them, enough to upset me though. Strongly pulled towards religion, strongly pulled toward any number of quick fix little oblivions.
The epic melancholic music from Montreal is not helping either.
And I will keep drinking tea and clicking away at this computer to finish school.
